July 16 20007: the exact date of my "best" day ever. The day of my mourning, the day of my gentle sorrows, the day of the beautiful ending and the day of my tender angst.

"...No other day was way more beautiful than that day.
So beautiful that it almost bleed my heart, crushed my soul and strangled me to death..."

What will you do, if the person who is very vulnerable to your heart, the person whom you secretly-love sat beside his lovingly-someone and both of your eyes witnessed it? Let me tell you this simple story..

There was once this girl. Who lived her life cheerfully sharing her thoughts of smiles to everyone. She got wits and fantastic simple life. She is determined to her responsibilities.
But one time as she was in the middle of her almost-perfect stage of her life, she met this boy and brought her life more into sparks. The boy may not knew that how he was the world for her. The girl, placed the boy to be her source of undying inspiration.. but that did'nt stop there. The girl found out that she pushed herself falling off her edge. And realize she fell for the boy. The boy never felt nor heard about her feelings, and decided to take advantage of seeking someone for him. The boy found her own girl. But still never knew how he made someone's heart to bleed. Taking all the pains that she've all witnessed and feel, she still loves the boy.. who made her happy and dreadfully make her cry to pain. The girl decided to suffer and unconditionally love him to her heart sake.. hoping that there'll be a time he'll be realizing her how he was the world for her.

...being the girl in the story will be pain. If you are asked to wish who would you be in the story.. well definetly you won't be the girl suffering in to much. But reality is what we are.. and sometimes our fellow mortal-humans experience this kind of uneasiness and take it or ignore it its definetly happening.

Sometimes we need to take courage of pushing ourself and tell what our heart ought too.. but sometime we can't.. there is always our mind which is and will always be higher than our heart to dictate us of do's and dont's of our LiFe